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lets pretend we're not needy |
and so it begins... and it feels like i am starting all over again. trying harder and harder to keep it all in. hiding behind all my smiles and 'joy', laughter plays tricks when its really a decoy. though i seem fine and yes, "i'm alright", my heart is telling me i am losing the fight. i can't seem to find a place for my head, a mess beyond words, a step away from seeing red.
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